Im sorry but this is goodbye.

As some of you have noticed I haven’t been on here in awhile. Others have noticed I haven’t been at school either. 
Ive just been so crippled with depression I just don’t care about anything anymore. The point that im getting to is that after a lot of thinking im back to the point of contemplating suicide. I just wanted to say goodbye to everyone on here that ever followed, reblogged, or sent me a message. It was nice while it lasted but its time for me to go. 
Life just isnt worth living anymore. Nothing really brings me joy and im tired of disappointing everyone. I dont know if im going to go through with it for sure but if I seem to just disappear well.. you know why


behindtheavariceofman asked:

How's Claire?


I havent talked to claire in years. 


i’ll kick anyone’s ass. i’ll kick your ass. i’ll kick your dog’s ass. i’ll kick my own ass

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“That’s what people do who love you. They put their arms around you and love you when you’re not so lovable.”


one of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there

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